It was the first time I had fallen in love.

Lying on my bed, I began to think of a particular time in my life when I had fallen in love. Actually, I still think of her now and then. She was my classmate and we grew to be good friends.

I am still trying to forget her. I never knew that memories were so hard to erase. I am still wondering what mistake I committed that she shoes to grow distant. We did quarrel sometimes but had always remained friends despite everything. We could talk for hours. It was difficult for me to let a single moment go by without thinking of her. I was not aware of what was really happening. I told my friends that I thought I was in love. They told me to tell her but I was afraid.

It took time for me to agree to do what they had told me to do. One Friday, I decided to finally tell her. When I brought up the question, she seemed angry. I thought I had lost even the treasured friendship that we had shared. We had a beautiful relationship and lovely times together.  

All at once she stopped talking to me. I did not know how I was to respond or what she was feeling. I started to worrying and asked her friend what had happened. I was told that she was fine. I wanted to be near her but she dint not and I questioned myself all the time. I asked her for forgiveness but she was not ready to talk with me. She dint want to see me again.

My heart broke and sank so deep I thought I would lose it forever. I felt so alone. I knew I had been very ungracious: I had lost even the friendship that I treasured so much.

I went home after class not knowing what to do. Sleep refused to come to me. Notwithstanding, I confronted her one day and asked her why she dint want to talk to me anymore. She told me that she had a new friend and dint want to talk me anymore. It was like being in a bad movie. I dint know that my life was a puzzle; I was beginning to found out. The pieces dint seems to fit. I still thank her for being my friend but want her to remember that somebody once loved her very much. I guess I should be happey for her friend, congratulate him. But was she fair to me?

It is difficult to live without her but not impossible. She will always be somewhere in my heart because it was the first time I had fallen in love.

Another hate

There was something wrong but I did not know what. Nothing seemed to be right with our relationship. We had been best friends for a long time but for past few days she had been avoiding. She looked troubled and lost. Her eyes were not as warm as they used to be.

I simply could not make out why she was avoiding me. Neither did she agree to meet nor returned my calls. Later I found out from his brother that she was not keeping well and wanted to be left alone.

We had been best pals from the moment we got introduced. She was always there whenever I need a shoulder on cry on or to share my secrets. Since I did not have sister, I always felt scared to talk to any girls. I would stick to my stupid behavior and would not talk to my classmates –girls. But it was very different with her. I would talk about anything under the moon and she would patiently listen to me.

She was searching for something but never let it out. Finally she said we would meet. I was right she had been searching for words and after much coaxing she spoke. She said that she was in love with someone and not me. She said she was sorry that we were not meant for each other and simply walked away.

I was speechless. I stood there for longtime trying to make sense. I was happy that she was in love but how could she say that she does not love me. All these years we had been together. We had laughed, cried and shared secrets with each other. After all those sharing and caring she says that she does not love me?

When we befriend a person of the opposite sex does it always have to be a Romeo-Juliet relationship? Is it wrong to love a friend to the opposite sex? All these years we have been friends and she did not love me? Actually I never thought of her that way. I loved her because she was my dearest pal. She too knew that we were only friends and for the love of his life she wants to end our friendship? I am sure she would have ended our friendship if were a girl.

No, I do not understand because she was not the person I had befriended. But let me get this clear. I never loved you the way u thought --- I hate u because u could not prove yourself a good friend.

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some manual update of OFFICE

Definition Update for Microsoft Office 2010 suites (KB982726), 64-Bit Edition
This update provides the latest junk email and malicious links filter definitions for Microsoft Office 2010, 64-Bit Edition.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=a44b0fa3-25af-43dd-b68a-c5f126ec2493


Definition Update for Microsoft Office 2010 suites (KB982726), 32-Bit Edition
This update provides the latest junk email and malicious links filter definitions for Microsoft Office 2010, 32-Bit Edition.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=1eb7b59f-80fb-470d-868d-fba8f6d53ced


Update for Microsoft OneNote 2010 (KB2288640), 64-Bit Edition
Microsoft has released an update for Microsoft OneNote 2010, 64-Bit Edition. This update is an accumulation of the latest fixes, including solutions within the ink feature, and with the linked-notes feature affecting Turkish language users.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=cb9c77d3-510e-420a-8266-53d129182905


Update for Microsoft OneNote 2010 (KB2288640), 32-Bit Edition
Microsoft has released an update for Microsoft OneNote 2010, 32-Bit Edition. This update is an accumulation of the latest fixes, including solutions within the ink feature, and with the linked-notes feature affecting Turkish language users.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=e8ba316c-9c0d-4c00-9975-02380f6194b4

Security Update for Microsoft Office Outlook 2007 (KB2288953)
A security vulnerability exists in Microsoft Office Outlook 2007 that could allow arbitrary code to run when a maliciously modified file is opened. This update resolves that vulnerability.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=6009d507-135c-4ce8-a830-925134f214dc

Update for Microsoft Office Outlook 2007 Junk Email Filter (KB2291599)
This update provides the Junk E-mail Filter in Microsoft Office Outlook 2007 with a more current definition of which e-mail messages should be considered junk e-mail.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=7b90d8bf-7bb4-456d-b7f2-e4f47a603f31


Security Update for Microsoft Office Outlook 2003 (KB2293428)
A security vulnerability exists in Microsoft Office Outlook 2003 that could allow arbitrary code to run when a maliciously modified file is opened. This update resolves that vulnerability.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=ec8ed81e-05d0-4c20-b5fb-ebc72230a8bd

Update for Microsoft Office Outlook 2003 Junk Email Filter (KB2291595)
This update provides the Junk E-mail Filter in Microsoft Office Outlook 2003 with a more current definition of which e-mail messages should be considered junk e-mail.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=2c93da1d-48a0-4e5c-991f-87e08954f61b


Security Update for Microsoft Outlook 2002 (KB2293422)
A security vulnerability exists in Microsoft Outlook 2002 that could allow arbitrary code to run when a maliciously modified file is opened. This update resolves that vulnerability.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=d5e85841-9dea-4776-9e0e-3cd272066f37


Security Update for Microsoft Office XP (KB2288608)
A security vulnerability exists in Microsoft Office XP that could allow arbitrary code to run when a maliciously modified file is opened. This update resolves that vulnerability.
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/en/details.aspx?FamilyID=0b56f85f-d39b-410a-857a-799a5d714de7